Alison Chen
A Hole to the Water
Alison Chen is an artist born in the US. She has been continuously exploring her emotional voyage over the past decade through photography, video and performance, capturing her experiences in romantic relationships, marriage, childbirth, and motherhood. The physical and emotional changes that women experience throughout different life stages are subtle, universal, and often unspoken, even by women themselves. These shifting emotions have all been captured by Alison’s work, including every moment of ecstasy and downfall traced in her intimate relationship with her husband.
As Alison continued to explore intimacy, her perspective shifted to focus on "motherhood" after the birth of her two children. During the process of raising her children, Alison also began to reevaluate the influence of intergenerational relationships between herself and the women in her family. Water appears frequently as a metaphor in her work. As a second-generation Chinese-American, the waters represent the physical distance between her and her family's history. Alison's connection to her family's cultural background, experiences, and emotions feels as if she's looking across a vast body of water, unable to fully reach the other side. Water symbolizes both the division across national borders and the biological link between generations, as a baby's first home as an embryo is swimming in the amniotic fluid of the womb. Photography is the tool Alison uses to navigate this vast expanse of water. The archival images in her work point to past events, but through re-photographing, re-interpreting, and interacting with these images, Alison intervenes in these historical moments. The projection onto her family's archival photographs introduces another layer of time, acting as an intervention into the past and a performative gesture by the artist to connect with her family histories and heal the emotional scars frozen in these images.
In her work Many Moons, Alison playfully draws lunar phases on her back marked by cupping bruises, symbolizing the monthly waiting and struggle with infertility. Through performing in this way for the photograph, she builds her own memories, opening up the heaviness of the actual emotional experience.
The title of the exhibition, A Hole to the Water, reflects a favorite game Alison and her children play at the beach. They try to dig a hole to reach the sea, but no matter how much they dig, they never quite get there. Moments later, seawater seeps in, filling the hole. The sea reaches them in its own way, just as the quiet emotions in Alison's work reminds us of the water-like ebb and flow of our complex emotions and how they color our lives while we strive to bridge our distances and separations.